Tuesday, May 10, 2011

confusion

today i got an offer to further my studies in ireland for NUIG.at first mmgla seronok and then msuk plak bab tuition fees.ptptn juz cover half of the fees n living cost duit sndiri.mnelaaa aku nk ade duit.haih..


pastu ade plak choice lain utk aku.smbung for diploma kat ipta.i asked for degree but they said foundation from msu are not accepted there.wtf?? mcm sia2 je aku blaja kt sne.diploma dhla 3 thn then 5 thn plak nk mbung degree.dh tua br nk abeh blaja.

soo..im confused ryte now.ksian kt gf dpt org mcm aku ni.blh ke dy tggu aku.mcm xbrbaloi je tggu org mcm aku ni.sbb tula aku rase she deserved someone better.tapi i just love her too much.

i don't know what to do.god knows just how much i suffer.aku rase mcm nk gile dh ni.sgt2 stress n xtau nk cter kt sape dh.xnk cter kt gf nnt dy ssh hati plak.it will disturb her study for sure.Ya Allah,jika ada hikmah di sebalik ujianmu ini tunjukkanlah padaku.i really2 need it.

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